surface
i realise the conversation actually meant something.
that the distance has not changed one bit.
it means i still can hope.
hopefully.
means i can afford to wait.
somehow once this is all over.
i can wait.
i think i can.
because the one who smiles last.
is the earnest and diligent one.
so some day.
one day.
i'll be done waiting.
well anyway.
on the bright side.
at least i can get problems right.
that's a motivational factor. in a way.
translation nation.
have to get to that as well.
oh well.
i'll start tomorrow. in class.
after all i believe i learn more at home.
should have home-schooled.
but if i did i wouldn't be thinking all this stuff anyway (and no that's not because OBVIOUSLY i was home-schooled).
so yes.
off i go.
and to, well, erm.
anyway, i hope you had fun.
and yeah.
i'll be waiting.
of crows and cashmere.
i'll be back in that world again.
and i'll be waiting.